someone once said
if you are going to fall
fall forward
The End.

before and after...

she said,
"i wish i could be her for just a minute.
Just to have you look at me the way you look at you phone when it lights up when she calls"


which made me sad in a way that i dont even know how to articulate.

and
i wish you looked at me the way you used to

the way she does now.