1.24.2007

laugh clown, laugh.

im afraid to say too much.
im keeping everything to the barest of minimums.
i think there is no surprise in how i feel.
im lost.
and lonely.
and even when im laughing really hard and loud.
i wish that she could be there to hear what im hearing
and laugh at what im finding so funny.

the laughing is new.
im scared a little bit that im laughing when im sad
i worry that maybe im handling this too well.

1 Comments:

Anonymous glenn said...

Handling things too well is your brain's way of saying "I've fucked with you enough for now...this one's on me."

5:31 AM  

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