when there is a chance that you have become a bad person

this is an attempt to recapture what i have lost in the shuffle.
the voice that allows for being scared
the part of me that isn't cranky.
and doesn't have to be 'on' all the time.
i haven't told anyone...sort of.
i mentioned that i might want to do another one.
but not sure it registered or stuck.
sort of an interesting experiment nonetheless.
bon voyage.